It has been a time of motivation again. With me totally not being over Melinda my lazyness and state of being scared stiff crept back in. It took several sleepless nights of thinking, self-discussion and self-motivation to get back on track again. Changing your life completely is kinda hard after all. Well, nothing worth living for just drops into your lap, so I have to get going.
I didn't do much concerning the apartment, except keeping the areas I already cleared half-way clean. But I managed to pay half of my debts back at least. If I should manage to really stop smoking, I should be able to pay back the rest soon. Laying off an addiction is of course not really easy. Though I did it before, it requires rigid self-discipline.
